It sucks to know I have a million and one questions that will never be answered. Like, why can't everyone just be happy? I try so hard to please everyone, that I've realized I'm not happy myself! I've been worrying about other people problems that I have some of my own. I feel like I have world's weight on my shoulders and it's weighing me down. I have people that are very close to me pulling me left and right. The sad part is that their unaware of their doing, WELL at least I don't think they do. My daddy always tell me, "Chail you can;t make everybody happy, that's just life so stop trying!"
I will go through anything to make sure my loved ones are beyond good because that's just who I am. I can't help who I am this is the way God has made me. So many people tell me "You care too much, just let it or them go," but I just can't do that. It's not that easy for me to do that, ya know. I think that's one of my weaknesses. I've also came to realize that I'm not perfect at all. And for someone to be in love with me for who I am is the best feeling in the world. You have to cherish that because it can easily be taken away.
Peace&&Love,
Chaily
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