Just Blogging

Sitting here editing and revising my suspense prose fiction for class. I can barely finish because I'm really missing him. :-(
As I'm typing my story I end up typing: Drevin, baby I miss you and love you so much. This guy has became my life! And everyone is wondering why I'm still typing this story, when I've been working on it for about 6 hours straight. NOW, you see why! LOL I can't help it at all.
But I just submitted it, so now I'm playing a game on my laptop with my Dre beats headphones on! And then the funny thing is that I'm watching "Mean Girls" on Tv with music playing. LOL, DON'T JUDGE ME! I always catch myself doing this. I'm kind of mad that I didn't get to see him today nor watch LMN (Lifetime Movie Network) and today was LIFETIME SUNDAY! Like how did I miss it?!  My mom had me all over the city doing shopping...SHOPPING c'mon you know I HAD to take the offer! lol


OH! And today I learned the TRUE meaning of the saying "Let them live their life" or "Let them do them." Even though my big brother is the oldest I always find myself "babying" him. I'm the MAIN reason why he never fails in life, I always run to the rescue. I always try to make sure he's ok and happy. I make sure he never has any problems, but he doesn't do the same. Don't ask me why because I really don't know. It's not that I wish the worse for him relationship wise, but I just miss MY BROTHER! I miss the old good times where we always hung out and talked to one another about any and everything. We were best friends and now we barely talk. IT SUCKS! But hey, I guess it's life.


Anyways, I'm done talking to you guys about that. MOVING ON! K, great. Be back later!




Peace&&Love,
Chaily