I don't need anyone that doesn't needs me! That pretty much sums up all of my issues going on. I swear people will turn on you in a second. My grandma is my life but I NEVER knew someone so close to you can down you so harsh! She's been here for about a week, and she has not said not ONE good thing. And then the bad thing about it is that i have to watch over her for two WHOLE weeks. That lady is taking me on a journey, MENTALLY!! She is beyond annoying to my mom and I. My mom and I are besties, so if someone messes with me they're REALLY messing with her. All she does is complain. Every time my grandma opens her mouth it's about something negative towards me. Like damn, what happened to the saying, "If you have nothing good to say, then don't say it at all!" And she the one that ALWAYS tell me that!
LOL..#EPICFAIL! Everything she does is nagging the shit out of me. Damn just leave me alone, but I do and ALWAYS will love her! But I dislike someone who spends a few days in my house, and starts to think that he/she can change around our "HOUSE TRADITIONALS." I mean we don't come to your house telling you that you should do shit a certain way!!! Ughhh.
In everybody's eyes except God's, I'm just a young woman that f***s up every little thing. I try to make people happy, but in the end they probably were never really happy anyways. {THE STORY OF MY LIFE!!!] I mean I have so much stuff going on it's ridiculous. I don't have time for nothing else, I'm in my PRIME!!!! I'm putting a little bit here and there but I don't feel any satisfactions or accomplishments...that is very frustrating. I'm trying to do this, I'm trying to do that. And then I'm trying so hard not to give up on everything, but I feel it coming soon. Like my life is really just beginning unlike some people. Folks just don't get it and probably never will. But can I just say this??...F*** EVERYBODY that's not in my circle.
I'm really fed up with people in my life who always got a problem with me or just got something to say, PERIOD! It's very hard for me to fully open up to anyone because one day they might get mad at me and then just use everything I told them AGAINST me! It never fails. Life is so HARD man, but HE {God} never said it would be easy. I'd love to go back and play like I did when I was a kid, but things CHANGE and THAT'S THE WAY IT IS!! I'm taking a break from the world it's something I really need. Pray good things for me. Thanks In advance!
Peace&&Love,
Chaily
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